Tuesday, June 20, 2006
You know, it's not always I feed my craving
spontaneously. And finally, I live to see the day.
By the way, I have to make amends on my
functional writing which has been corrected
weeks ago. Now, the comments the teacher
gave me is rapidly vapourising at the tiny
dark crack of my cranium. I love writing,
but just not functional writing. I don't see
myself using my lack of skills of
writing functional-like essays in the near future.
Damn it!
Any how, I'm kind of really filled with pride
and satisfaction. You know those times
when your mum just wont stop berating
and you get so tense and feel like telling
her to shut her goddamn mouth?But
deep down you're analyzing every word she
say? Okay, well maybe I do and not
the rest of the teenage population.
I cant help caring for her although she get
on my nerves and occasionally embarrass me.
I can see the weariness in her eyes, the
multiple crease forming on her forehead
and the darkening ring which surrounds her eye.
I cant help but feel sorry but it did sort of gave me an
alarming sign that that could be me in years to come.
Sometimes, I just hate caring for people which often puts
me at a disvantage. I know it's so selfish but I was void of
those feelings when it comes to her. You should have seen
her face lit up when I offered help-TO COOK. This
only happens sporadically. Well,I dont expect
my mom to mollycoddle me till an old age.
I could here the gratitude
in her voice as she thanked me. It was as though
i carried all the answers of her middle-age crisis.
Apparently, I didnt sleep through the night again.
Oh well, i finished my coffee till the last drop and i feel
so invigorated. Caffeine seem to be my life-support
system for my sudden odd sleeping hours.
Currently, my dear felines are competing
as to who was the congenial one. They are currently
engrossed with a butterfly, pouncing on it
like it was a rat.
♥XOXO