Friday, June 16, 2006
my feelings are being
incarcerate due to my cowardly actions. it's
so diffiult, i wish that i understand myself
better. i mean doesnt it annoy
you when you dont have the answers about yourself
when asked.
maybe it's fear of being judged.
i wish i could be frivolous, not
have a care about the minor things in life.
why cant i do anything as i want without having
to expect an approval.
i hate my analytical tendenies, the more
i analyze the situation, i seem to
aggravate it. i come up with convoluted
and contradicting theories.
it berates me that i am not as sanguine
as the person beside me.
plus side for today, im utterly propitious to
my mum's decision of forbidding my dear
sweet ass sibblings from using the computer.
in times like this i love myself.
♥XOXO