Thursday, June 15, 2006
ok
just got my haircut at TONI&GUY
hoho, my tresse is once again short.
damn, i totally forgot that im supposed
to keep it long enough for prom.
if there is prom.whatever.
anyways, my hair looks ok.
tomorrow heading for the gym.
im developing a belly larger than father christmas.
oh gosh,im so lazy to burn fats. why cants we chew
on food and burn fat concurrently.
chewing as an exercise, i would love that.
im now currently addicted to coffee.
but im keeping it a cup a day,
this precocity might stunt my growth.
currently, im always having mood swings.
little contempous inflictions would
flicker off angst.
i guess it's 'that' phase of life, pre-adolescence
whatnots.
anyways, i know of this person and i dont
really like 'its' way of life. but maybe im
overreacting.ok 'it' has a habbit of scrimping
and saving.'it' NEVER splurge on ANYTHING.
not clothes, food..things you buy to pamper yourself.
'its' saving is like thousand over onsidering that it
saves and all.
however, im particularly disturbed by this
revelation. 'it' actually goes around asking
for used stuff so that 'it' dont have to buy it.
basically, re-using.but i cant agree with this, i mean
you can't go to the extent of saving money
to prevent getting your ass burned at the expense of
others right?you're not even CLOSE to being poor,penniless,homeless
and suffering from kidney failure
while you have an unplanned marriage and your child got AIDS.
And we are your charitable welfare.
it's not that im not sincere but i find
it pointless on so many grounds.
by the way,
when i went to TONI&GUY my ears were spurting
fungi and pus from the endless praises Farah got
about her perfect mane. you can also analyze me by saying
the green-eye monster took over my soul.but whatever.
imperfections lies beneath the perfections.
and yes, you cant be pretty and smart at the same time right?
if you read between the lines, im trying
to boost my morale and ALSO be supportive about Farah.
there's so many things a sister can do.
anyway, i was studying the 'karma' ideology.
i figured it's like physics, you exert force on something and you
get an outcome.
like karma. im not making sense.
i think the caffeine is kicking in.
♥XOXO