Thursday, June 08, 2006
my title says it all.
farah got asked to be a model
for TONI&GUY! yeah, it's
totally inconceivable!
but hell, i got to admit(great reluctance)
that her height and her fucking tresse
scores it full on.
yes, you could also catogerise this feeling
as envy. i'm suppose to be better than her!
ok, taht sounds so supercillious. i did get asked before,
but i dont trust those kind of companies which has sleazy
written all over the company's name. Next thing you now,
i have the word 'slut' stamped on my forehead.
well, i guess you cant get all the perfections in life.
i guess the genetic material is broken up
that way, even if we're not twins. i mean twins usually
have opposite personalities. but that theory doesnt apply
to them alone. apparently, im being procreated to be the
'brains' and my sister the 'beauty'. why cant i have both?
i dont even consider myself that smart, if i were, i
wouldnt be stuck in a mediocre school.
man, it's like her big break. and im going to
end up being her hanger-on, i get a free
cut. i know im suppose to be happy for her.
gosh, im so selfish. so i guess this is the
deciding factor whether we're migrating
to Australia. i'm torn in between.
i would love to migrate there and leave all
the fucking shits here. at least the people
there wont be aware of the bitch in me, yet.
i want to stay cause i didnt go through
excruciating years of education and
not enjoy the climax of it-poly life.
my Os would be such a waste.
what happens, happens though im
not sanguine about the unforeseen.
♥XOXO