Saturday, June 03, 2006
my title actually has a meaning!
it's a wor in the dictionary i found while browsing.
Im so geeky, i even mark my favourite words
in it. So my dictionary has folds and ticks on it.
Hahaha, oh skullduggery(noun):underhand behavior.
underhand(adj): done in a secret or dishonest way.
cool, widening my vocabulary.anyways, just now i
actually wanted to make an account for livejournal.
it's also like blogger. but i had a hard time with the
username, keep having a used username.
god!i was blog hopping on livejournal,
and who should i see?
violet the skanked pussy playing
with a bra. yeah, didnt know she needs one since
it would be easier acess for any desperate
tit sucker. i dont hate her, just love dissing her.
pardon me.
oh want to talk about paul twohill. yeah,
everybody's saying his cute, and
im no exception. everybody's going goo-goo-gaa-gaa
over him. particularly because he is in the
emo scene AND girls dig that hairdo of his.
i wish i could lock him in my closet.
if only he had sung Emily by From First to Last,
i would be swept off my feet.
OH! dont judge me like i'm one of his screaming,
moronic fans. goshh no!
anyways, Wan msgd AGAIN!
you know what he said, 'do you want a cat?'
omg, im not going to be lured into
meeting him!i'm a SUCKA for cats
but i havent gone dysfuctional over it!
His a vestige of our so-called relationship.
get over it, he seem so needy and pathetic.
i decided he is too saccharine for my taste
of guys.He's still in denial, he cant titivate himself
to make me fall head over heels for him.
it's a reality he cant accept. im not gloating
about his thrist for my love(ACK!), i just would
like to DATE guys, nothing serious.
whatever, he's a thing of past.
moving on, im currently obsessed about my weight!
yeah, my mum isnt helping either!
she was rubbing it in saying she was __kg(lighter than mine)
when she was my age. and was going 'you're so fat','fatter than me'!
i believe i need support!gosh. i could even sense a trace of
ebullience in her voice! bet she's so happy that im as FAT as
she is now! she saw my sucking-on-a-lemon face and
started to change tracks and comfort me.
too late. she's not as indulgent as i thought or EVERYBODY
thought she was. She's suddenly a devil incarnate
instead of the sweet mother who makes me breakfast
everyday.
but it could all be a conspiracy!..making me breakfast
so that my body would balloon!thus, making
her look thin.
i've never had such bad thoughts about her before, i do
but i dont put her in a badlight.
oh well, im seriously thinking about going bulimic.
♥XOXO