Tuesday, July 18, 2006
The unpredictable dismal rain
totally reflects my desolation.
Things really can't go right for me can it?
Why is it when evverytime I argue with someone
they have to mention something about my english?
I have a freaky idea they are incognito reading my
blog. Well, my linguistic tendencies is only limit within my
blog.
Taufik, Taufik, Taufik.
You just had to ruin things when
they are already settled huh?
Am I going to be beguiled by you?
And let you ruin what's left of me?
You are absurdly petulant.
You just had to get me for God knows
what, didnt you?
You just cant see the fact that I'm at
least happy. And I'm using
the word happy loosely here.
You just had to trigger off the
hurling abusive machine at me.
Akiff,Akiff, Akiff.
Strong-headed as ever.
You dont pass judgements on me
when you bloody hell dont know me.
And seriously, isnt't Fatin enough for you
to argue with? You just had to put me in a spot
while you revel in my discomfort.
The conversatio yesterday jut keep playing
in my head like spoiled record. I'm extremely losing
my touch in interpersonal skills and arguing.
It just devours too much of my energy.
HE hates me contacting with Taufik and
he obviously had every bit of him bet that
I was the one who contacted Taufik first.
And he could have just asked Taufik himself but
NO...he had to ask me. And he come up with poor
rebuttals, he was saying about his phone bills being
wasted on me. Yeah, clearly you should have blamed Taufik on that.
But no. You think I'm responsible. Every second of yesterday which
could have went wrong was blamed on me.
And how the fuck am I related to your life?
Because Taufik was messaging me using you handphone.
If you are not blinded by your darkness,
Taufik had your phone in his hands and you permitted him
to use it. But everything had to change because he messaged me
and you hate me. Let's not forget that ok. But of course,
Taufik claimed he was messaging Hera. Oh, and I would know that?
Honey, you mistake me for someone who cares.
I dont care if I'm the cause of their break up or their nuptial.
To hell. And god knows what lies Taufik fed to Akiff
to clear this up. Truthfully, I'd rather not know-somethings
are better left unsaid.
Furthermore, I need not be conjoined with Akiff
on the hips to know his pugnacity.
Everytime I pass Hera, there's an air of suspense
like I would jump on her and tear
of those curly tendrils of her scalp.
But I'm not saying I'm not compelled to.
When I was a potential recluse, social problems are
a galaxy away. Nothing else mattered, dealing with
humans is truly convoluted.
♥XOXO