love's ephemeral
but stuck in your love

about me
I am LIYANA
MYSPACE
27th November 1990.
Sagittarian
female

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Saturday, July 29, 2006

On Friday, I had to go through
a rewind on a bad recorder by
fetching my hell of a brother.
It felt like I was forcefully shoved
into the time capsule, only it was
going back in time.
I stuck out like a sore thumb so
I hid behind a maid to be less conspicous.
Though, she was checking me out-don't ask.
Anyway, I was sweltering like a pig while
busy eavesdropping on conversations
while foreign tongues wag.(you know how
women gossip)
Alas, little imps came pouring out of
the iron gates greeted by oddly postured grandmas.
Kids everywhere, shouting and faces reflecting
debauchery as though mocking me of my
tormented life.
I questioned myself if I behaved as such,but hell
those kids have no freaking clue they're lucky to
be so young and waitered for. But of course,
at such tender age they're sure to repudiate
and demand greater candy worms or something
equally shallow. Of course I didnt miss
the uncanny resemblance of my friend's
sibblings. My brother took his jolly time
to get the hell out of the school.

So, the conspiratorial smirk slipped my
lips. Awww, did you expect me to hail you?
I was reading this book about rumour which
besmirch ones reputation. Well, I couldn't relate
more to it. At the end of the year, people will know
who's the repugnant bitch and who was victimize.
Though, both carry so much negativity.

I'm deliberating if I should consider my SILLY
premonition or dismiss it.
It's quite a jungle up there in my head.
I'll feel a flutter of peculiar sensation but the thought
of all the drama would only be tailed with abysmal
comedy of errors. And no one's laughing.

"I forced a sympathetic smile as I entered the ward.
Secretly praying it didn't turn out as a smirk. I pity her
considering the plight she was in. I noticed the abscence of
her misogynistic boyfriend. Scumbag, I thought. He was the instigator
of her misforune as she lay on the hospital bed
looking frail and vulnerable with a lugubrious expression
on her face. As the doctor injected the needle, she grabbed
the pillow agressively hoping to assuage her pain.
In a matter of time, the placenta would slip out.
It was irresponsible of him to abet her to such
injudicious solutions just to shirk from his resposibilities.
He wasn't even here to give her moral support after
the sordid and heinous sins he committed. The door burst
open,disrupting my trail of murderous thoughts, revealing..."

XOXO