Monday, April 16, 2007
i never wanted to believe whatever i've been told.
my stubborn,stubborn heart refuse to think that its true.
in my hearts of hearts, in the back of my head i somehow see the
logic and the credibility of these "lies"(as i like to think of them as).
it takes visual evidence for me to believe it's true.
& i got just that.
i hate it.
i hate it.
i fucking hate it.
it was like somebody punched the nasty air out of me &
my brain was numb.
all i wanted was to get to a remote place & cry & cry & cry.
i though i was over it, i thought i felt the hollowness in my
heart where it was initially filled.
but apparently not.
can anybody run out of tears?
♥XOXO