Wednesday, May 30, 2007
that's a coincidence, i was pissed after that.
maybe it was because i miss such a great oppurtunity to see you
or the fact that i realized that i havent got over you.
it sucks doesnt it.
so near yet so far and empty but still alive.
bleurgh, you're good at making me feel guilty.
such regrets are ones that hurt you, not one to repent.
why,why,why does it always happen.
cross my path but really crossing my path.
yeah, i guess the least i have is viual proof of your
godly existence and a great freaking life which i dont get to share with you.
when's it going to end for me.
it's over for you, i pretty damn sure of that.
this is stupid.
coincidence?
evrything happens for a reason?
such contradictions are mesing with my state of mind
making me doubt the conclusion and analysis.
i'm looking to much into it arent i?
you probably dont even realize im still alive.
♥XOXO