Thursday, August 23, 2007
wooo,it's my 100th post.
okay, big deal.
how come i dont feel the adrenaline rush
and the palpitating heart
or circling a spot
or soporific doubts and qualms
or that queasiness at the core of my tummy
i feel so wrong
or MAYBE,im unconsciously feeling stressed
but my nonchalance is masking my fear
therefore i feel relaxed?
yaaaa,i'm a failed psychologist.
im in a dilemma
should i hate you?
is it ethical for me to hate you?
but,dang, i'd be a repugnant imbecile
(not to mention a disgrace to all females)
to not hate you, right?
i'm still in a state of incredulity although it
had been months old.maybe it's denial?
or i just refuse to have my perception of
you tainted by your irrational and impetous behaviour
which was, of course, instigated by me.
or that you changed and that you're not the same
person i had known.
yeah, i prefer monotony. no surprises, no major calamities.
i hate change and your meretricious "other half".
p.s: i want an impeccable hedonistic life,please?
p.p.s: i love those furry pussies
p.p.p.s:this entry has 'sucks to care' all over it
♥XOXO