Wednesday, December 19, 2007
i cant wait for this year to end
cause it took off with a rocky start and
the excitement is tappering off,
a day boring than the preceding day.
probably spending the New Year with
a bloody good looking date-turned-diabolic-feeding
on other's expense and humiliation for own fame
might have jinxed the whole year.
i still hate you.
and im impervious to your good looks or glib tongue.
you're going to fucking regret you hit on me or summed up
the courage to ask me out.
if i had it my way and the time to entertain low-life
losers like you, i'd make your life a living hell
and you would wish you were dead.
im the best thing you will never fucking have.
i hate it
i hate to admit it
even without his presence
just someone mentioning his stupid one syllabled
name to "warn" his presence made my heart skip.
and it's a bloody fucking trick where people
just want to see my stunned expression.
what do you think it means?
p.s:am i going to be forever haunted by his stupid name,
i was born for far better achivements
♥XOXO